.Monday, August 20, 2007 ' 7:23 AM Y
因为陌生，所以勇敢。
因为距离，所以美丽。
i wonder what it means ...
Today morning, i reached school half an hour earlier before the start of my paper. Saw 2 of my good friends were already there. They meet up to meet in school but did not asked me to come along. I was wondering why? I told myself the reason might be usually i will reached only few minutes before the exam. But, i think it may be cause of she do not want me there when they were discussing papers qns. What was there that i couldnt know?
So when they saw me reaching school early, they are abit embarrassed cause they did not asked me along. I said, "Wa, you reached school so early today.". When i asked her this, the thought that she did not asked me along did not appear on my mind. She replied in abit embarrassed or so tone, "You also ma.".
I could say i wont have good grade for my CA paper. I forget the formulae. Mixed up G(s)/[1+G(s)H(s)] with 1/[1+G(s)H(s)]. One of it was for openloop transfer function, another for error transfer function. The last two qns asked mi dat. Cause it was asked in part (a) for the two questions, it would affect my answers for part (b). I really cant help it so raised my hand for help. But the teacher replied that he dont teach this module. In end i changed what i wrote.
And... i actually should not changed it. Wonder how many marks flew off... 20+? 30+?
Saddened.
After the test was over, i told my frenz and they dun realli care. One of my fren asked mi, so what did i wrote for the formulae? Before i could answer, she changed topic by confirming some of her papers answers with another person. I was down. They were busy discussing answers.
Yesterday night, she called to asked me to do CA 06/07 sem2 paper while i was redoin 06/07 sem1 paper first qn. As the teachers dont provide answers for only 06/07 sem2, i said ok. We called to compare answers. It was alr late in the night 2+. There was one qn which she suddenly raised voice at me. I was hurt. I was only trying to ask and she raised her voice at me. But after that she said sry sry so i think forget it. And the next day morning, i saw dat.
Why is it that sometimes people need me to understand them, and do the way they want, when they dont take time to consider my feelings.
Forget it.
Stay cheerful meizhen!! You will forget it when time passed by. Left one paper to go so Gambatte! ^^
